I believe that I've written much about my Problems
But this is the first time that I am expressing myself on these topics
And so
I Don't Know Where to Stop

Very often, I ponder over this same thing, but find no solution whatsoever
I've tried hard to get over what happened, but can't
It is said -
Sher ke muh khoon lag jana
I believe my circumstances are similar
I want to feel the way I used to when WE were together
As Chetan Bhagat has so nicely put it in his new book - One Night @ The Call Center
Love? I need a lot of love??
`Of course, u do. And every1 else does too. Funny we never say it. Its ok 2 scream in public if u r hungry, " I'm starving". It is ok 2 make fuss if u r tired. "I'm so sleepy". But somehow we can't say "I just need some more love". Why can't we say it. Shyam"? it is as basic a need.'

I believe we all would agree to this

Sometimes, I am also confused about one more thing
Why me ?
Is it because I CAN HANDLE ALL THIS
Coz if I CAN
I am doing a very bad job

I am so weak

Also, sometimes I think - Mere mei aisa hai hi kya jo koi mujhse pyar kare ?

Afterall, I have so many limitations and I am so very "Not Good"

I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH, I THINK

Rishy

Rishy's ME-SHE Interesting Fact No. 02 -
After we both said - I Love You , We had a break up in less than 10 days
Strange .................... Would you agree ???