For you......SHE

I Hide My Tears When I Say Your Name,
But The Pain In My Heart Is Still The Same.
Although I Smile & Seem Carefree,
There's No One Who Misses You More Than Me !

Original Text by snookie_abm
Thanx Snookie

Rishy

I am what I am
coz of the way I have been brought up
coz of the way I have received my Education
both at Home and Outside
from My Family and Friends, Teachers and Other People I have met and interacted with
coz I am what I am.....

I am what I am
coz of the things that have happened to me in my very small existence
coz I can't change things that I don't like
coz I don't like the things I don't like
coz I am what I am

I am what I am
coz I've been there done that
and then.................

GAME OVER !

Rishy

Rishy's ME-SHE Interesting Fact No. 03 -
During our Times together, I had apologised to her at the rate of more than once everyday

The Doctor said -

Rishy, your heartbeat is so erratic

I said -

It has to be, MY HEART IS BROKEN !!

Till next time

Rishy

I believe that I've written much about my Problems
But this is the first time that I am expressing myself on these topics
And so
I Don't Know Where to Stop

Very often, I ponder over this same thing, but find no solution whatsoever
I've tried hard to get over what happened, but can't
It is said -
Sher ke muh khoon lag jana
I believe my circumstances are similar
I want to feel the way I used to when WE were together
As Chetan Bhagat has so nicely put it in his new book - One Night @ The Call Center
Love? I need a lot of love??
`Of course, u do. And every1 else does too. Funny we never say it. Its ok 2 scream in public if u r hungry, " I'm starving". It is ok 2 make fuss if u r tired. "I'm so sleepy". But somehow we can't say "I just need some more love". Why can't we say it. Shyam"? it is as basic a need.'

I believe we all would agree to this

Sometimes, I am also confused about one more thing
Why me ?
Is it because I CAN HANDLE ALL THIS
Coz if I CAN
I am doing a very bad job

I am so weak

Also, sometimes I think - Mere mei aisa hai hi kya jo koi mujhse pyar kare ?

Afterall, I have so many limitations and I am so very "Not Good"

I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH, I THINK

Rishy

Rishy's ME-SHE Interesting Fact No. 02 -
After we both said - I Love You , We had a break up in less than 10 days
Strange .................... Would you agree ???

Seems I've driven off my Readers by mentioning what I did mention.

It is said -
Don't cry 'coz its over
Smile 'coz it happened

I am not strong enough to "Smile coz it happened"
And I've cried my eyeballs out over the matter,spent sleepless nights,pondering over the fact - It could have been different, if any of us would have made a compromise.

Compromise , did I say Compromise ??

Well, if that would have happened, I believe it would have become Charity on the part of the one who made the compromise, and not remained Love.

After all, you shouldn't expect a person to Change just coz you Love him/her and don't like something about him/her, and in the first place itself, you fell for the Person for who he/she was, not because who you wanted him/her to be.
If that were the case -
"The World Would Have Been A Different Place".

Well, I know I disappoint you (My Valuable Reader) by writing all these silly things down (I'd have called it crap,bullshit,etc myself had I not been through it myself) and posting it on the blog for you to read. But, I don't know why....... I do it.

Also, note that this is not to dishearten People from falling in Love.

I know Love is a Very Pure Feeling, you simply can't control the "Gudgudi in your Heart" that starts once you are with your Love, talking to him/her, texting , or simply thinking about him/her. How you can tell that the phone would ring the next moment and it would be, who else, no guessing games here, your Beloved. Or how you sometimes long for that one moment to be with your Beloved, the Moment for which you'd do anything.

Even I would have done anything for her -
I could have killed for her OR died for her

I AM NO MORE ALIVE

Rishy

Rishy's ME-SHE Interesting Fact No. 01 -
We never got to celebrate Valentine's Day, after expressing our Love for each other, to each other.

Two lines I felt like mentioning....

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

A life with love will have some thorns, but a life without love will have no roses.

Keep the Blogs Flowing ........

Rishy

This might be called an Invalid Entry by some of my readers who were promised some Serious Stuff from my end. I have only one thing to say in my defence – I thought it to be the most appropriate place to mention this. If however, you don’t like this, let me know.

When ME and WE had a conflict, I lost

Blessed are those who are in Love.
Even I was Blessed Once.
Yes, I was in Love, was.....

WE met
SHE and ME

WE became Friends
Best of Friends, shared so much, our Dreams, Aspirations, Each other's time.

Didn't share one thing
Outlook to some issues, maybe that was why WE were attracted so much to each other, after all, opposites attract.

Our Friendship Ended

Love Blossomed.
Couldn't Stay without each other.
My day wasn’t complete until I had seen her once, spoken to her once, at the very least.
I Believe the feeling was mutual.

Our Outlooks Clashed
WE sorted it out

They clashed again, yet again, and again, many times
---------- It was Hell ----------

ME and SHE drifted away……..

I LOST.

Rishy

hi all

nothing to write today...
just a hi

Rishy

French, What is French ?????

My personal experience about trying to use a different language taught me one thing certainly.Never trust these computer dictionaries, no matter how much they claim that they can convert words from one lingo to the other CORRECTLY, they can't , just can't.

I was once Chatting in Yahoo ! with a French girl and I told her that I could manage a little bit of French.Actually I could not(and still can't speak more than 4,namely Hindi,English,Panjabi and Bengali), but had a Software that COULD CONVERT any english word into many other languages(and vice versa).

She then started with a hello in French,I managed to reply correctly, and then took the initiative to ask her - "Can you Speak any other language like me ?"

This was where Maine apne paon par kulhadi nahi mari, par kulhadi par paon mar diya..

What I said was correct except one thing - the converted CAN meant Can as in a Can of Coke,Baked Beans,etc and not as in the ability to do a specified task.

She LOL-ed and then told me the mistake that I had made.

Embarassed , I didn't speak any more FRENCH and ended the conversation asap.

Though this taught me an Important lesson, I still had that same software in my home PC,awaiting the day when I would find another Firangi Kudi and SPEAK to her in her language.

Keep the Blogs Flowing !!

Rishy

n.b. For any translations, contact a Hindi Speaking Friend

hey people
i am back to posting some more gooblydock


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now if you can make anything out of this lemme know.

KEEP THE BLOGS FLOWING !!

rishy

ahh
now it's working ( abhi tak it is )
think that you have to post at least one post before your blog becomes active
Rishy

Created my blog account today....
It's giving some problems
Trying to figure out what's wrong...
Rishy